Monday, October 20, 2014
Ebola Expediency
19 Oct 2014
What happened to Putin and The Ukrainian crises?
What happened to ISIS, that terrorist "state" invading our Western civilized streets to decapitate us? That "terrorist state" that all of the Western and Middle Eastern fire power are unable to kill... just like some Hollywood movie or video game figures that get blown to hell and by some magical force of magnet power re-assemble, stand up, charge forward again relentlessly... conquering, conquering city after city... against all the lethal cannon power.
What has happened to these, what...20,000 - 30,000, slaughtering, “terrorists” enemies of civilization... enemies that all the military might of the heralded USA military machine cannot stop..?
What ruse is this?
Has the official propaganda media machine found a new celebrity enemy, Ebola, to quell the threatening forces of mass anarchy in the world, so the elite corporate financial establishment can build up their security walls in advance of the “meltdown”?
I just ask, as we all know about the collapse of Roman Empire, the collapse of British Empire and about the victims of Bullies, as I travel on the road, wondering about my life as an artist, at the edge of the universe.
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An Ebola update from President Obama
Today, President Obama spoke to the nation about Ebola -- how the Administration is responding, and what you should know.
The Ebola virus is a public health and national security priority, and the President has directed the Administration to continue to take aggressive measures at every level of government.
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Supreme Court Upholds Texas Voter ID Law
The Supreme Court on Saturday allowed Texas to enforce its strict voter identification law in the November election. The law, enacted in 2011, requires voters seeking to cast their ballots at the polls to present photo identification like a Texas drivers license, or gun license, a military ID or a passport. Critics say the law id the most exacting in the nation and would disenfranchise 600,000 registered voters, a disproportionate number of them and Hispanic.
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CIA Insider Warns: “25-Year Great Depression is About to Strike America”
By MONEY MORNING STAFF REPORTS
You will want to remember this date April 19, 2015
According to one of the top minds in the U.S. Intelligence Community, that is when the United States will enter the darkest economic period in our nation’s history. A 25-year Great Depression. In and exclusive interview with Monday Morning, Jim Richards, the CIA’s Financial Threat and Asymmetric Warfare Adviser, has stepped forward to warn the American people that time is running out to prepare for this $100 trillion meltdown. The nightmarish endgame presented in this report involved “a worldwide economic breakdown and an extended period of global anarchy.
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Amongst all, all, all the other media updates, with all the accompanying “dire warnings”…
I have no conclusions on these specific updates but, for some reason they stick out as red flags in my mind.
Selamat tinggal
Friday, October 17, 2014
Ape or Chicken
Stuck in Halifax. Reading: WHY US and wondering, frighteningly so... one more tiny little genetic, evolutionary accident and I could have been an 'ape' or a 'chicken, in a little cage obliviously waiting to be sucked alive up into the de-feathering machine '. As it is, I am a 'Rhetoric' and that is bad enough. I was born a Rhetoric.
I simply have to accept... I am a Rhetoric. I did not always know I was a Rhetoric. I thought I was unique and art was the most fascinating raison d'etre. So I have been spending my life creating images and constructing textual ideologies to challenge destructive social constructs.
I built myself a military tank, loaded with metaphors, as the ammunition and rumbled across the cities of Canada. The metaphors were: large cock in vagina; children playing sex games; a family of rats watching garbage on TV; a black super hero in a large wind blowing red cape and having no brain; a horny muscled sports jock with his sexy cheer leader girl wrapped in his arm with a brain-like looking football in his hand; a game board with body parts; an assembly line of grey figures disappearing into a vacuum pack machine; a Holstein cow sitting on a park bench with her utters shamefully hanging low and very public. My response to the 30,000 visitor's question, ("What does it all mean") was "The story of life from conception to the cow". It always got a laugh., as did I in the telling.
“MAGICAL MYSTERY TANK”
1978 I designed and built the Ped-l-on to solve the world energy crises and obesity…
I rented a horse and fantasised myself a Don Quixote Cowboy from Shangri-La
A pen and a comments book
Messages of love
From mom, dad, sister, uncles, cousins
I wrote a message to his family
About the connectedness of all life
And thanked them for the invitation
And headed on down the line
I am the drunk, the beggar, the prostitute,
I am the thief, the cripple, the soldier, the dreamer
Standing at the door
I parked down town in that next town
The dirty side of town
In front of a door shadowed from above
By a Christian salvation sign
A drunk was cursing to the high heavens
‘I’m gonna kill em, I‘m gonna kill em!”
A pale young blond girl sidled on by
With a gait as on a fashion runway
Flaunting her wares to the wanton
A young man with a worn out face
A hunch back, begging eyes
An unlit cigarette hanging between his fingers
Paced packed with insane agitation
Back and forth in front of God’s door.
A tired old woman came to me
Curiously with two cooked lobsters $40 dollars
And walked off ghostly into salvation’s shadow
The pale young blond asked me for a cigarette
I did not have… she wanted some money time with me
A tattooed man stood aimlessly at the door
Watching the tipsy drunk trying to tie his shoe
As a woman with a droopy smiling face held him in place
Another woman with one leg hobbled along on crutches
And talked with friends in hopeful gestures
`How ya doing girl?” another voice called out to her
I watched it all, I had seen before in other towns
I wrote emails to my friends
talked about the collective unconscious
And the connectedness of us all
I am the drunk, the beggar, the prostitute,
I am the thief, the cripple, the soldier, the dreamer
Standing at the door
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I wrote a 1000 page book about it all… The Book Of Monad. I cursed, I scribbled fuck language, I smashed my chainsaw into the earth and wrote songs and made movies about my bad habits, the bad men, politicians, church and state and corporations in life.
And I gave it to the public… no holds barred!
“Artist Rod Malay stands inside Galleria Unplugged, 2166 Gottingen St. Halifax where his exhibit, As A Man Thinketh (Inside This Plastic Prism) is on view to September 16. The exhibit includes one of his peddling machines, a chessboard of clay pieces that are body parts and an installation of iconic American cowboy gear”.
NOW…
Taking it all to a higher intimidating level, I am developing a theatrical performance work, somewhat improvisational … on stage in front of an audience. Working title: The Metaphoric Man.
I created new art for this production….
And now I am on tour… www.shakethedevilofftour.blogspot.com heading to Miami and to any points beyond… looking for venues/invitations for the Metaphoric Man (working title).
I will even do house parties... any where!
All for the fun of it...
rod_malay@hotmail.com
jasperbog@gmail.com
1 902 830 6351 (Text or Viber only)
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Thursday, October 16, 2014
The Outlaw and Arri Kanina
All for love
She played my favourite music. I imagined her as Helen of Troy, Goddess of my dreams and that she was in the flick of an eye and then gone. We walked the hardwood hills… naked and laid in the leaves.
It is all mixed up with her. The fucking talking playing working eating sleeping laughing reading. Orgasm. All of it. A genius could not sort it. And why bother. Except I worry it is only for the fuck. The unbelievable fucks.
27 May
I worry too that I am seducing her. That she has lost her mind to need desperation and that when I go she will be devastated. I can not go now without thinking of these things without suffering her pain. She will survive it. All brumakki do. But will I get by her pain. My pain. Without her
It is under control now today. Chaya is happy. Young Light is happy. Quiet. All is quiet in my head … to focus on my lover.
Arri read my letter, my fantasy vision. She said she was not used to performing and that is what it is.
You do not need to do it if it makes you uncomfortable It is my fantasy not yours.
I want to do it. It excites me. I want to dress and undress many times for you.
Was a bit embarrassed that I may have led her into something she may not have wanted to do. But would do it for me. There was no way out now She was determined, in her silent way, to do it. For her as well hopefully. Could not determine her full motivation. I would have to follow it through to know if I had made a mistake.
Those debilitating accusations of slimy lustful dirty old men. Brumakki users abusers . Churned in my stomach stirring up guilt. I had to take Arri at face value. She is an intelligent independent bruma. Knows her own mind and body. Does not hate men. Is not a victim. Enjoys her body sex lust laughter pleasure. Equals mine.
We embraced. Pushed our bodies in tight. Pelvis to pelvis. Breasts to chest. Hands to buttocks. Pulled together. Her language allayed my worries doubts. Yet, I continued to search for signs of betrayal in her words, her touches, looks as I swelled against her.
I washed up from a basin a bit shy in front of her as she watched and asked how I would feel if she wrote the same letter to me. Nervous, uneasy, not sure really but the idea of exercising her fantasy delighted me… would it be… will it be?
She said she could not imagine a fantasy that could be better than the real thing than what we have, do now. Nor could I as we talked. The fantasy was no longer urgent. The letter was written when she was not around… generated by the memory of earlier lust. What was to come would inflame my wildest fantasies… as always… a surprise… that extraordinary love. I assured her it did not matter now but, I knew I was going to get what I asked for. She changed from her blue work jeans into black tights skirt a loose black top showed the swelling of her nipples.
I went to bed before her, undressed slowly in case she was watching and slid between the cool cotton sheets anticipating her. She came from the shadows to my side intent on her mission. My head was at the level of her knees as she leaned against the bed looking down from that great height as an Amazon woman. She rocked her pelvis toward me inviting me to make the next move to break the spell… from fantasy to reality, before she could enjoy it… get-give pleasure. She arched rocked swayed her pelvis further toward me. I rolled her nipples between my fingers. She was moving into the other realm… losing herself in pleasure. She sat down on the edge of the bed, arched her back over me. I raised her skirt. My fingers were lost in her. She was playing the whore for me or was simply lost in the pleasure of her own body in front of an approving audience… watching herself in the mirror rocking on me front to rear.
Oscillating buttock. Buttocks that I had only ever seen in my fantasies or in playboy magazine… perfect firm buttocks framed by the curved legging trim of her white cotton panties that trailed down between her soft inner thighs and eyes.
It was all panic, crying rubbing rocking as she pulled the trim aside inviting me inside. As she masturbated simultaneously.
It was all real… all fantasy… all fabulous
I worry now
That she may leave
That she may not understand
How profoundly I need her
For eternity
I worry now
That she may be afraid
From the times of her past
To venture
Into new beginnings
With me
Too vulnerable to begin
A beginning with me
Too afraid of the pain
Again
I know it is selfish
But isn’t it the ultimate gift to another
To her
The ultimate embrace
Of admiration
Of respect
To want to love her
As I love her
Her mysteries
She is pure love
And I am in love with her
Her will fascinates me
Un revealed
I enter her
Enormous cup
Stand on its rim look in and in and in
Into deep, deep dark
Flowing liquid
And am a speck in her infinity
And my own
I enter
With all that I have
But in some ways naked
As if newly born
To be born into another
Beginning
On top of all the other beginnings
That never leave
A part of the all
Of me
To stay
To enrich
To fulfill
And I need her
To enrich
To fulfill to stay… until. If she must go
I worry I may be too strong
For her
Fighting behind walls
In terror
Remembering
No memories of imposed memories
Now
To go to her
After these thirty years
To touch her
Before she speaks
Of the tricksters.
9 December 9:15 am
Day two
Seems like year 20
10 more to go
Before tomorrow
Before more beautiful pain
Than I can just bear
Today
My first waking thought
Of her
The feeling for her
At chakra one
It is ecstasy
My chest pumps pain
Unbearable pain
In anticipation of a tumultuous event
About to plunge
Into its infinite down-ness
To soar up
To the other side
The soul
Beyond time and space
In love with love
In love with pain
We walk toward each other
And into each other
Every fibre mixing
Forcefully
With each other
Tearing for escape
For union
For release
A moment until the passing
To the other side
Of her
Romantic heroes
Other times
My heroes
My lovers
Who comforted me
Imaginings times
Ahead
Living ahead
Of my time and space
She takes me to it again
A coming home
Not quite
The journey was there
From there to here
Now
It makes the difference
Then simply returning
More of a visit
To embark in new directions
A starting again
But not born again
This time
Passion
Love with the lover
Abandonment of fear
She opened her heart way
To me
She
Goddess of wisdom
Pure knowledge
Pure knowing
Pure giving
Love,
Has time
These thirty years past
Not made you submit
To the driven impulse
That knows no intellectualization
No nation
No borders
No gravity
Or rationalization
No argument
That knows not knowing
Feels
Only chaotic
Blissful impulse
The agony
To move to the precipice
Immaterial
Into flowing dark liquid
Surrounded
Embraced
The arms of your lover
Pulling you
Into the centre
Through to another starting
That you pain for
That I pain for
10:56pm
Return to your believing
In all good
Friend ships for ever
Return
To your pure thoughts
So that I may enter you
New
For new startings
Without hesitation
Without compare
Without memory
Only anguished anticipation
For enrichment
Sweet
Fulfillment
As not before
To enter your
Now as I
Big arms embrace, tenderly caress
10 December
Day 30 year 9:30 - 11:45am
Too many interruptions
Unwanted
Intrusions
Today
Violent assaults
On my need for privacy
Demands to speak
Words
That
They to invade
My inner thoughts
In other realms
Love
Her
12:21pm
Too much invasion
To dwell on her
Here
Too many eyes
Looking inside
Me
Needing to escape
But it is the only way
To be close to her now
But I must depart
To un blissful places
Bid adieu
12:26pm
Steps on the stairs
Invaders
Adieu, adieu
I cannot forget her but, there is no way back. She turned her back on me and went into her secret places, leaving me with only assumings …
She left our world and that world left me to only dream of it… to dream it again into existence, to wrestle in the early winter snow, flicking it into our faces in mock battle, battles of laughter, filled with rich anticipation, warm soapy water to sculpt our bodies with slippery hands and artful fingers.
We talked dirty talk and I wrote dirty songs, while listening to her black woman singing sultry, sweaty, provocative Mississippi Delta Blues…
GREASE IT
Grease me up honey
Stick your bolt in
And screw it up tight
I’m a bit dry
And a bit loose
She said
This thing ain’t been used in a while
My man has been a little down
Grease it up good honey
Wrench me down hard
My man went out on a job
Boltin down new things
To the floor
Won’t be back til tomorrow
So grease me up good honey
We got the whole night
To fix this thing
I want the biggest bolt you got in that box
Let me check it out for myself
Ooh yeah yeah
That feels just about the right size
It’s a bit crooked though
You been usin dat thing before
On some other floor
Sure was baby
Greasin it up and up
Practicing for you
Yeaaaah…
I like a man who knows what to do
Who has experience
Now get down here
Grease me up
And bolt this thing to the floor
We got da whole night
Yeah baby
You got a good lookin thing
A real good lookin thing
I got some sand paper in this box
To grind it down
And fasten it right
Now part yourself honey
This bolt is bigger tonight
Goin take a little more greasing
Gotta cover it all over baby
With that slippery stuff
To screw it smooth
Give it to me in my hands
And the nuts too
I’ll lick that grease in every thread
You sit back there and relax
This is goin take a while
We got da whole night honey
We got da whooole night
My man is out on a job
He won’t be back til tomorrow afternoon
Good man
Yeah he is a good man my man
He knows how to fix himself without troubling me
Now get off that chair
And fix my thing to the floor
Tonight it belongs to you
You gotta go tomorrow
My man will be back all fixed up
But tonight it belongs to you
It’s all greased up
And tonight baby
It belongs to you
Thaaat feels better
Yeah
Its good and tight
Grind it down more
Its still stickin out a bit
Grind it some more
Keep grindin
That feels better
My spirit are getting up
I’m getting down into myself again.

"He carries his gun outside of his pants... for all the world to see" Townes Van Zandt... In fact, he wears no pants. He is the Outlaw... the Metaphoric Man, Man Without Power... He is Monad, inside this plastic prism. He is exotic, chaotic, alpha to omega... from the first cell, from the toxic pool, wading through the junk yard, 3.5 billion years... as a man thinketh, unravelling the immaterial mysteries of his Helix.
Selamat tinggal.
Thursday, October 9, 2014
Back In The Bog
08 October 2014
It has been a fabulous trip across the continent of North America. Blogging has been an inspirational challenge. Meeting new people and diverse earthscapes, natural and manufactured, are the greatest tools for tweeking lost or forgotten memories or ideas, that have molded my private and public face.
I am back in my Bog temporarily to renew the necessary documents that bind me to place and country… passports, permits, licenses, pension, health cards… least one becomes ‘persona non grata”. And there is the need to take a few little jobs to renew the empty space and holes in my wallet that enable me to fuel body and truck. Aside from these necessities, there are intellectual benefits by returning to Jasper Bog, a bit of time out of the human race to inspire the body with fresh air and pure spring water, from the venerable soil of mother earth.
It is basic… a sinking shack, on a small dry spot in a bog, which, in my youthful naiveté, religious ignorance and hypocritical arrogance I named “Jasper”, the biblical stone upon which the universe would be rebuilt after the Apocalypse. I keep that shameful name as a reminder of the layered social propaganda carved into my bones… perhaps, that is why!? There are unknown forces acting upon me from that vast genetic bank that need yet to reveal themselves to me. My comic relief is a picture of Kurt Vonnegut sitting upon the rubble, of flesh and bones, plastic and concrete, writing his account of what just happened to the "sinful" world and to the “saved”.
In the mean time here she is in our Bog… waiting for me... forever patient... Mederia... ever thoughtful. Rodin missed it... his opportunity to prove his femininehood and his understanding to carry his poetry to higher levels.
and this is The Jasper Bog World Bank... a two seated composter...where all the crap of the world is dumped to mold and rot to renew the earth.
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It has been a fabulous trip across the continent of North America. Blogging has been an inspirational challenge. Meeting new people and diverse earthscapes, natural and manufactured, are the greatest tools for tweeking lost or forgotten memories or ideas, that have molded my private and public face.
I am back in my Bog temporarily to renew the necessary documents that bind me to place and country… passports, permits, licenses, pension, health cards… least one becomes ‘persona non grata”. And there is the need to take a few little jobs to renew the empty space and holes in my wallet that enable me to fuel body and truck. Aside from these necessities, there are intellectual benefits by returning to Jasper Bog, a bit of time out of the human race to inspire the body with fresh air and pure spring water, from the venerable soil of mother earth.
It is basic… a sinking shack, on a small dry spot in a bog, which, in my youthful naiveté, religious ignorance and hypocritical arrogance I named “Jasper”, the biblical stone upon which the universe would be rebuilt after the Apocalypse. I keep that shameful name as a reminder of the layered social propaganda carved into my bones… perhaps, that is why!? There are unknown forces acting upon me from that vast genetic bank that need yet to reveal themselves to me. My comic relief is a picture of Kurt Vonnegut sitting upon the rubble, of flesh and bones, plastic and concrete, writing his account of what just happened to the "sinful" world and to the “saved”.
In the mean time here she is in our Bog… waiting for me... forever patient... Mederia... ever thoughtful. Rodin missed it... his opportunity to prove his femininehood and his understanding to carry his poetry to higher levels.
And here is Pandora, in her poignancy, laden with visible testimony in the patriarchal dogma of skins and metaphors.
and this is The Jasper Bog World Bank... a two seated composter...where all the crap of the world is dumped to mold and rot to renew the earth.
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Jasper Bog World Bank
Earth Day contribution
however, forever,
not just for the day
A two seater depositor
For Nure currency
Including a book library
For those long moments
Of cricky hindrance
Finger puppets for the kids
Art for the intellect
Upon which to meditate
A deck on which to laze and read
And look mistly
Over the lake yonder
And then…
To depart without a fart
But light in body and heart
And knowing…
For the generations to come
You have enriched the soil
In this embracing composter
For nature to fill its belly
While leaving no smelly
With a light topping
Of fresh sawdust
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Open for deposits
24 hours a day.
Rod Malay, Senior Pastoralist, Jasper Bog World Bank
In five weeks I will head out again... south, with a visit on the way to Darling Grandma Nellie for an embrace, and on south to Florida, not as a "Snow Bird", but with that mission to celebritize a little lady, with the " American Dream". Joan Rivers awaits this little girl's rise to "fame and fortune". For me it is a risky "78" journey of life or death. It will be one or the other on that battle field. Has my wisdom and resolve risen high enough to survive that bloody challenge?
I'll be right back... ?
Selamat tinggal
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